Tom and I have been through some rough stuff. We have been separated by long distance more times than I would like to count. We have endured a deployment. We both have suffered pitfalls with our careers.
But honestly all that paled in comparison to the last four months of our lives.
Tom started in the Police Academy in January and just graduated this past week. It required a lot of long days of prep work and studying, and many nights away from the family even though he left at the crack of dawn.
These past few months have been hands down the hardest of our relationship. Granted we both started a new job, we have a new baby who changes daily, and two dogs who really are the ones who run the house. Never mind we also moved right before he began, and we are still not fully unpacked. So it really wasn’t all the academy’s fault, but I am just going to go ahead and place a lot of the stress on that experience. Needless to say we have been on edge for the past few months.
I plan to go more in depth on what exactly Tom had to go through as far as the classroom experience here in a few weeks. I just wanted to document the end of this experience.
Tom had his first shifts actually in a patrol car this week, and I can already tell the difference in his demeanor. It’s all official now.
I have never been so proud and honored to be by his side as he starts a career he is truly passionate about. This job is one he has been talking about for the last decade. It was just amazing to finally see him cross that stage and be able to be the one to pin that badge on him. It is a day we have anxiously been waiting for for so very long.
There have been times that I have not always liked this career and begrudgingly went along with the plans. I didn’t want to deal with the schedule or the danger if I am to be honest. There is a huge impact on what this will mean for our family. It means that there are holidays that will be missed or needing to be rearranged. It means that there may be weeks where we only see each other sleeping. In means that ordinary day stuff like George learning how to splash in the bath tub will be missed. It means I will wonder every day if Tom will come home safely.
But I have had to step back and see things through Tom’s eyes. This job means so much to him. The way he talks about his community and how he wants to protect it, you can just see the excitement and sincerity brimming from his eyes. This is what he was meant to do while we are here. We only go through this life once, and we should answer the call we have been given. And for Tom that is to be a cop.
It’s not like I didn’t know what I was getting into after that first date, so I really should remember the bigger picture here.
In the heat of the moment, I tend to gripe and complain (a post coming soon about this), and I take a really negative view on how it is impacting me. (Which is pretty selfish of me as a wife and teammate.)
There was a quote in my devotional this week that really struck me. “I so desperately do not want to get to the end of my life to find I’ve missed having an eternal impact because I made all of life’s decisions based solely on what made sense for me and what was for my benefit–unwilling to yield myself to the Lord.” (Kelly Minter)
Watching Tom last Friday made everything click for me. When he left that auditorium on Friday as a uniformed police officer, I could just see all the weight of the last few years fall off him. All that we had been there was finally worth it. This isn’t for him, and this isn’t for me. This is for something greater than us. We have an amazing opportunity to do the things we love surrounded by the people we love.
The reality is that both of us are living out our dreams. Finally.
Not every couple is so lucky, and it has taken us a long time to get here ourselves.
All the arguments, the sleepless nights, and the worry all seemed to melt away. We were in the place we are meant to be. Right by each others side.
We made a promise almost 4 years ago to support each other and be there for one another no matter what.
So while these last few months have royally sucked, it has shown us a lot. We can get through all the muck.
He is the only person I want to do life with.
And I will always cherish that I got to be a part of this day and journey for Tom.
George apparently is over all of it and just wants lunch.
Congratulation to him… And YOU for getting through this hard season!
Thank you! By faith we made it!
Yay! Congrats to Tom for making it through! I bet he is a lot happier now. 🙂
He is seriously a different person now! I have my husband back!
Aw you can just see the happiness on Tom’s and your faces in that last picture!! Congrats to him for making his dream come true and to you for being a great support system and making yours come to life as well. Also George may just be the cutest baby I’ve ever seen in my life. 🙂
Thank you! I may be biased, but I agree that George is the cutest baby ever.
Congrats to your husband…that is so exciting! You can tell how excited and proud both of you are! George is beyond adorable!!
Thank you! It was a great day for our family!
Congrats!!!! So happy for his graduation and happy for y’all to be back together more!
Haha it’s funny that you say back together more because last week I only saw him when he was sleeping because of his shift. But I am happy he loves what he is doing!
Congrats to Tom! I know it was a rough couple of months – understandably considering all the life changes happening at once – but I know it was worth it. And I think it’s kind of special that y’all went through it together as a family. Now you’ll reap the rewards of it together.
I really related to what you said about it being a calling. That’s how Stephen feels about the Army. When someone is truly where they want to be in life, it makes those struggles worth it. Mazel tov!
It definitely makes things a little sweeter when it is something you want.
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