Full Circle: From Their Classroom to My Own

As I stand on the edge of my first year of teaching, I’ve been caught between excitement and nerves, wondering how I will show up for my students. In those quiet moments of dreaming about the teacher I hope to become, my thoughts drift back to the people who shaped me most: my own teachers. Some challenged me in ways I didn’t appreciate until years later, others believed in me when I couldn’t believe in myself, and many created spaces where I felt safe to grow. Looking back, I realize the kind of teacher I want to be is deeply rooted in the lessons they gave me—both inside and outside of the classroom.

As I take this step forward, I want to honor those teachers and share some of the lessons they taught me that continue to shape the kind of educator I hope to be.

Mrs. Daily (4th Grade)

If I could give my own “Teacher of the Year” it would hands down go to Mrs. Daily. I remember so much from 4th grade. She brought every lesson to life and was very hands on in her approach. From making a plantation out of milk cartons, to the prairie day with square dancing and candle and corn husk doll making, to turning our classroom into a full on jungle for a classroom production of a story we were reading (picture below of me as an orange bird) . Even now about 30 years later, I still remember the four chambers of the heart because we had to walk through a version that was taped to the floor like we were on an episode of the Magic School Bus. Mrs. Daily taught me so much about how fun learning can be when you make it engaging and curate an experience. She is one of the teachers that inspired me to go into teaching, and why I was an elementary school major at first. (That lasted for a semester, but still…) She is forever one of my favorite teachers, and is someone I look up to when I am trying to come up with ways to engage my classroom.

Mrs. Absher (5th grade)

Mrs. Absher taught me the power of relationships. She was one of the those teachers who kind of just reached into your soul and was able to pull out your super power because she took the time to know you. She was such a kind and caring teacher, and she really made you feel seen. I was very shy in elementary school, and she had a way because of our connection to make me want to come out of my shell. She also kept that relationship going and was a constant cheerleader for me well into college. I remember tutoring in her classroom all during high school because of that relationship she focused so heavily on building. I also learned how to make GORP in 5th grade, which is an important skill. IYKYK.

Mrs. Pickens (7th grade)

She was one of my Social Studies teachers in middle school, but what stands out most to me are the memories of being in the Recycling Club with her. Mrs. Pickens had this way of seeing potential in me that I didn’t yet see in myself. With her encouragement, I found the courage to take on leadership roles and the confidence to step into opportunities I might have otherwise avoided. She didn’t just teach content, she taught me how to believe in myself, how to step outside my comfort zone, and how everyone can create community. Her kindness and steady positivity made such a difference during those pivotal middle school years. Looking back, she is one of the teachers who not only shaped who I became as a student, but also inspired me to want to work with this age group myself, to be that same kind of guiding light for others.

Mrs Reynolds (HS Sociology)

What I remember most about Mrs. Reynolds is how she challenged us to think outside of the box. We didn’t just read text books; most of our class was spent in discussion. She taught me so much about discourse and respectfully seeing different sides. She was able to help us grow in our perspectives and work through really challenging ideas as we were about to embark on the “real world.” I remember how she gave us space to use our voice, but at the same time challenge us to support our thought process outside of group think which can be so prevalent in the teenage years. She was also very invested in our journeys and made us see all the possibilities after high school through our discussions.

My Dad/Mr. Glinn (HS Anatomy and Marine Biology)

I was in my dad’s classes two years in a row. My dad was a great teacher, and I can sing all the accolades about the strategies that he used. However, what I learned most from being in his class is hard work is yours to own. I got teased a lot in his class that he was giving me good grades, but if anyone actually paid attention, I am fairly certain he made me work harder than anyone else in the class. He certainly was not going to hand me that grade, I had to EARN it. Hard work meant a lot there, and I knew that I had to put in the time and effort to get a good result. Granted hard work was always emphasized growing up, but it stood out even more as I sat in his classroom those two years. I also learned from him that it is ok for teachers to infuse their own personality in class. My dad is obsessed with marine life which is hard when you are land-locked in Missouri, and so he built and got approval from the district to have a marine biology course because he was passionate about it. Also he was always being a goof in class, which was normal to see as a dad, but a whole other level of comfort when your daughter is in your class. He was so comfortable in his own shoes, and I believe his goofiness allowed him to connect more with his students (regardless of how embarrassed I may have been.) He embraced it all, and it was fun to see him shine in who he was. Needless to say, that marine biology course was one of my favorites in high school.

Mrs. Blay (Theatre)

I never had Mrs. Blay in a classroom, but I had the privilege of learning from her through the school theatre programs she led. One of the most powerful lessons she taught me came through what was, at the time, one of my most embarrassing moments as a perfectionist. My senior year, I overcommitted myself in a big way, trying to do it all and not being honest about the fact that I was falling short as the sound manager for a show. When I was removed from that role, I felt crushed with shame—not only because I had failed, but because I had let others down. Yet it was in that moment that Mrs. Blay stepped in and refused to let me ignore the reality. She didn’t let me slide, and though it was a hard truth to face, she gave me one of the most important lessons I’ve carried with me since: that accountability and failure are not the end, but the beginning of growth. From her, I learned that saying “no” is not weakness, but wisdom, and that being honest with yourself and others is the only way to lead with integrity. What felt like failure in the moment became a turning point in how I view responsibility, self-awareness, and leadership—lessons I still carry with me today.

Mr. Watring (HS Band)

High school band was more than just a class or an activity, it was a safe haven for me, the place where I felt the most free to be myself. So much of that came from the kind of program Mr. Watring built. He challenged us to strive for excellence, but never at the expense of individuality. He created space for each of us to grow into who we were meant to be. For me, he was instrumental in building my confidence. He recognized strengths I didn’t even know I had and trusted me with leadership roles that stretched and shaped me. From performing in the top concert band all four years to guiding me through the college process, and even connecting me to the professor who would later mentor me in college, his influence reached far beyond the band room. From him, I learned that great teaching is not just about skill, but about truly seeing your students and helping them see the best in themselves. His support, encouragement, and belief in me left a mark I carry with me to this day, and I am forever grateful for the way he used music to teach me lessons about leadership, perseverance, and self-belief.

Dr. Bax (College Political Science)

I had the privilege of taking several classes with Dr. Bax in college, and to be honest, I sought out every course she offered as electives because I respected her that much. What set her apart was her gift for making political science feel alive and relevant. She had a way of taking even the most abstract or distant concept and weaving it into our everyday lives, showing us that what we were learning wasn’t just content—it was connected to who we were and the world around us. From her, I learned the importance of applicability: that when students see the “why” and the “how” behind a lesson, their investment deepens. She showed me that the way you frame a lesson can make all the difference, turning information into meaning and sparking genuine engagement. That approach has stuck with me, and it’s a lesson I hope to carry into my own teaching.

Dr. Tony Cawthon (Grad school professor)

Anyone who has been part of the Clemson program, or even just crossed paths with it, knows the kind of heart Tony pours into everything he does. His love for the program, for the profession, and above all for his students is undeniable. Being in his class, you couldn’t help but feel his passion radiating through every lesson, every conversation, every encouragement. He didn’t just invest in our education, he invested in us as people. That kind of care left a mark, not only strengthening the program but shaping each of us in lasting ways. Decades later, he is still there—cheering us on in the comments, sharing our successes, and celebrating every milestone as if it were his own. Tony isn’t just a teacher; he is the very picture of what it means to teach with heart, and his legacy is written in the lives of his students. He taught me most about legacy and true investment.

Every teacher I’ve had throughout my life has left a mark on me in some way, through their patience, encouragement, creativity, and belief in me. Each of them added a piece to the puzzle that inspired me to become a teacher myself. I carry their lessons with me into my own classroom, hoping to honor the impact they had by teaching with the same care, passion, and dedication. My greatest hope is that my students will feel seen, supported, and inspired in the way my teachers made me feel, and that I can help spark a love of learning that stays with them long after they leave my class.

Bible Study Apps

One of my goals is to be more active with my personal bible study. I go to church, and I meet with some friends of mine on a regular basis to discuss a book we are reading together on the Word. However, I have not always been the best at being intentional with my own time with God.

I know I needed to do that but also needed to be aware of what medium would be the best for me to make sure the habit sticks. Also I didn’t want to do something to just do it; I wanted my devotional to mean something.

I have found two apps that I have on my phone that are really helping me see the word more often and take a more personal approach to my faith walk.

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You may have seen She Reads Truth out there. In case you haven’t, you should really check this app out! I have loved using this app for my daily devotional.

This app is set up so you can download a variety of plans that cover many topics. Each plan is split into daily lessons. The number of days varies from each plan. I have had some that are only 8, and then the one I am currently on is 20. Each lesson has three components:  scripture, lesson, and comments. I like that you read the Word first. Then someone from the She Reads Truth staff has built a lesson or sermon of sorts to dig deeper into that scripture. I like this because I like the guidance and then the freedom to think about my own thoughts and application. It is nice hearing someone else’s perspective too. I also love how these women write. They are real and genuine, so I never seem pressured or judged by what they are saying. They often talk openly about their own struggles, and I enjoy the rawness they put into their posts. The comments part is also nice because it allows any reader to post their own stories and input on the lesson. You can often learn even more from these snippets. It builds a great community too when you are able to respond like this. I like that the plans have so much movement with them. Each part gives you more depth and understanding.

You can also do even more with it. There is a note section where you can keep tabs of your personal thoughts as you go through. You can set an alarm to remind you to do your study each day. This is especially helpful if you are trying to create a routine. I do it every night while I am pumping before bed, so generally I don’t forget. Once I stop pumping though, I may use the alarm more often. There is also an option to download screensavers from each lesson. They are beautiful pictures with the Word that are great pieces of art to have on your phone or even displayed on walls.

I have really enjoyed using this app every day. I love how easy it is to use and how practical their approach is on the Word. I do have a few criticisms, albeit minute. Once you are done from a plan you cannot remove it from your list. If you know how to do this please share! I also would like to have a check mark or something on the daily titles to know that I read that one already. Not that it is a big deal, but I don’t always remember the titles I have read until I open it up and remember by the story that I already covered it. It is also geared towards women, so the topics are definitely female heavy. Sorry to my male readers, but I am sure there are other options for you out there. Other than those minor things, this is a great app.

The app itself is free to download. Some plans are free and some are a minimal fee. They have done a great job developing this, and I have learned a lot so far.

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The second app is Daily Bible. I have been using this one for a couple years now, and I am still enjoying it.

I don’t use the full scope of this app, but this also has several parts.

There is a Daily Verse. This pops up in my notifications every morning. It is the first thing that I see when I wake up. I like the quick shot of the Bible as I wake up.

Another part is the Daily Plan. I don’t use this section very often. This is a more lengthy section. This includes several passages from the Bible that are connected in message. It is just Bible verses and no explanations. This would be helpful if you need more guidance on verses that may have a common thread.

My favorite part of this app is the Devotions. These are audio podcasts that you can listen to. Each lasts about 10-20 minutes. I have not listened to all the options, so some may be even longer than that. You can choose from a variety of different speakers. Most seem to be pastors or motivational speakers. There are new podcasts all the time. In opening up different speakers, some may have a new one every day; others may have a new one every week.

What I like about these podcasts is you can pick and choose. It is very flexible and moldable for your needs. You can go back in time and open podcasts from weeks ago, or you can go ahead and listen to this entire week’s worth in one sitting.

The one I listen to most often seems to be organized in having one sermon being broken into several 15 minute sections. I like to listen to this as I am getting ready every morning. It is a great daily reminder to get my day started on the right foot. It helps me focus and encourages me to grow in my faith.

I have used the podcasts while I am running too which I have found is a great time to help me center myself and focus on my innermost being. Mind, body, and soul right there.

So there you have it. These are two apps that I use on a daily basis to help with my journey of faith.

Do you use any Bible study apps? Have you used either of these?

Every Day Should be Race Day

This weekend I finished my fourth half marathon.

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Before the Go Commando Half Marathon

This was a brutal race.

It started raining in the middle of mile one.

It did not stop until after mile twelve.

The rain fluctuated from sprinkling to blinding downpour. My clothes were soaked through by mile four.

There was a hill (or 2 or 3) in every single mile.

So I was soaked, cold (it was below 45 all morning), and my source of music was out since I was afraid of drowning my phone. I was feeling defeated every turn staring up at the road at another hill.

Here I was running with just my thoughts for 13 miles. Why did I do this to myself?

As you see on my shirt, I chose to run this race for T.J.

I was able to raise a $615 dollars for Parent Project Muscular Dystrophy. It wasn’t quite my goal, but still awesome to see the outpouring of love and support. I have left it open for anyone else who feels compelled to donate.

I didn’t run the whole thing. Many times, quite frankly I wanted to quit. Between the hills and rain, I was miserable. But then I remembered TJ, and a smile was put back on my face.

I started to really take in the race, more than I had for the last three (even Disney). Shocker I know.

Running for two and a half hours gives you a lot of time to be with yourself. It is a lot of time to criticize that I wasn’t going to PR, or focus on the cramp in my leg, or wonder if the liquid running down my face was rain/tears/snot.

But having TJ in the back of my mind made me run in a totally different way.

I had so much fun on this race despite being cold and sopping wet. I saw parts of Clarksville that are absolutely gorgeous in the fall. Since I wasn’t worried about time (well only to get into dry socks), I was able to observe things and be in the moment. We often try to rush to the end goal, so it was nice to take in the process. I was running somewhere between a walk and a hard pace. And I was quite content with that.

I think “every day should be race day.” And here is why.

1. People are constantly cheering for you. Who doesn’t love compliments like “You doing great.” “Work it girl.” “You are strong.” Some people even hold signs for you or come out in the road to give you a high five. Seriously, can these people come to my office all day?

2. Along the same lines, I have never felt that these races are competitive. Constantly you are cheering for your fellow runners on. I always end up running in the same group. You ebb and flow. Sometimes I was ahead of the rest, sometimes I was at the back. But the common theme was that we cheered each other on when we needed it most. We gave each other a heads up if the turn around was ahead. We made jokes to take away the fact our body was cramping. We ran along side each other to give the other person strength to take the next step. I think things in life would go much smoother if we took a lesson at this. Support each other even if it means you wont “win.” We are all living, so technically we are all winning. Comparison is the stealer of all joy. Run your race, and don’t be jealous of what others have.

3. Work hard and put in a solid effort, and you will be happy with your results. I am really proud of what I did today, and I worked for those 13.1 miles. No one can take that away from me.

4. No one criticizes what runners wear. Actually the more neon the better. I wear a fanny pack people. I would be ostracized if I wore a fanny pack to work or out and about. Think about it, these races are super accepting of all people.

5. Puddle jump. Oh hey rain. You tried making this race all about you? Well take that and puddle jump. Seriously enjoy life. (Why I realize that this doesn’t occur on most races, but I think there are ways to make every run fun…my interpretive dance walks are a big indication of this.) So take a moment to enjoy what you are doing in the here and now.

6. Do something to challenge yourself. This race was grueling with all the challenges, but the biggest challenge was the mental game. Being able to say you accomplished something challenging like this is a huge confidence boost. You also learn that you can do things if you just believe in yourself. We can do more than we realize.

7. There should be cookies at the end of everyday. Run for the cookies. Live for the cookies.

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13.1 miles later and feeling like I was about to board Noah’s ark, I made it!